This has nothing to do with the Sex God.

Your Eyes

As We Said Our Goodbyes

Can't Get Them Out Of My Mind

And I Find I Can't Hide (From)

Your Eyes

The Ones That Took Me By Surprise

The Night You Came Into My Life

Where There's Palmer

I See Your Eyes

How'd I Let You Slip Away

When I'm Longing So To Hold You

Now I'd Die For One More Day

'Cause There's Something I Should

Have Told You

Yes There's Something I Should Have

Told You

When I Looked Into Your Eyes

Why Does Distance Make Us Wise?

You Were My Muse Along

And Before My Muse Cries

I Should Tell You I Should Tell You

I Will Always Love You

You Can See It In My Eyes

Sadly, this whole song is not true but I can't forget the look on Brian's face that night. I was a monster and I hurt him. More like, I pissed him the fuck off. I feel sorry and pathetic. All I want to do is say sorry.

Oh wait, He was Flirting with me?

I don't know what you call it but this is most definitely horse play! He checked me out; laughed at my jokes, teased me, everything a high schooler does. But not just with anyone, with me. I know this because I was watching him. But, why me? Does he also have a crush on me, or is he just being friendly? Am I that attractive?

Or maybe he is not aware of his hotness. Maybe he has always be overlooked by girls back home.

Darren calls it teasing. Conner should get his act together and stop confusing me.

CBE

Flirts are horrible but worse when he flirts with a guy. Sad meep!

No seat behind the Sex God.

I walk into my Differential Equations class and to my dismay, there is no seat behind him.

Not that the seat is taken but rather, there is no seat.

All that hotness and I can not be behind him.

Sad day.

I find myself singing the Conner song. It goes something like this

I have a crush on a boy, his name is Conner

He couldn't be more stuck up, yet he is so well thought

This boy who they call Conner.

He's in my CBE classes; he doesn't wear glasses

He does more than passes, He knows the secret to great asses

I stare at him when he looks away

I really hope he's not gay

If not why doesn't he look my way; Conner

Last week, I thought he was a cute douche

Now, we were finally introduced

Too bad, that it took so long, but I'm a hoot

And now, I amuse him with every other tune.

I wish he were interested

But he can't because he's a douchebag

But soon he might change

Then we can arrange

To be fuck buddies

I mean cuddle buddies.

Shit I would like to fuck him but he's not that special

But he is a douchebag

I like a douchebag

Too bad he's a douchebag

Who's name is Conner

And I can't wait for CBE again.

He's left England and is now in my Diff Equ class.

After ever break up, there is the period where you swear off men. Personally, I'm not much of a woman lover but still, it is that time. I am not really going through a bad break up; it's a bad break up for him cause I freaked out but besides that, I don't feel sad. I went through the 5 stages of grief in one day [I know this because I counted. :)].

I walk into my Differential Equations class to take a quiz. You can imagine how bloody boring that is. I don't have that many friends, so I get to feel like an outcast in this class. But there he was. Hot, hairy and manly. Immediately, I knew that I had found the Sex God.

I am unfortunately not like Georgia Nicholson. I will never get with him. But it is quite nice to watch him from across the room and take in all that is his "sex god"-liness.

I however did see a cute guy who oddly is the Dave the Laugh to my story.

Let's see how that goes since I introduced myself to him and we are both Chem E majors.

Akonfused Girl