I rarely truly fall for guys but I can't fight physical attraction. I will not lie, I was physically attracted to Logan. He's super cute and just plain adorable.
However, I can't shake this feeling I get off his friend, Patrick aka Chalup. I don't actually like Patrick and think he's a tad bit ridiculous and retarded but I enjoy the meaningless, and more often than not, sexual conversations we share. That and he is a rather excellent kisser and his body is amazing.
He's motivated me to work out until I too have a body that makes boys drool.
Hey, what can I say? Sex is one hell of a drug.
But maybe all my sexual escapades are to avoid having a serious relationship with a dim wit. Maybe I should try dating a girl. It can't be much worse than dating a guy, right?
I am confused and desire food. As alluring as sex is, it leaves one hungry.
