This is confusing. So, I was so fucking late for my group meeting. Yikes. However Conner was there contributing to his conception of me being an airhead.
I was trying to work and managed to block out the Sex God. And then the Ex Love God walks in, and it takes all my fiber to ignore him. And then I realise I have the Sex and Ex Love God in the same room. However, all I can do is compare them. And I realise that I was closer to the Love God. We were actually friends. I remember walking through downtown and the stream. Under the stairs. I try to change my style in every relationship. So, not gonna happen unless the guy wants to do it. And I know that isn't going to happen.
Oh well, the Sex God will never be mine.
Talk about low self esteem.
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