Never going to a Frat party again unless I have girls to dance with and such. I swear, just standing by the wall is so not fun. And Brian was there too. I'm hoping that SIG has a huge ass party and I can convince Lisa or Lynn to come with me. Either that or I become friends with the ... swallows spit ... party sluts. Oh why?! And when guys finally started talking to me, Sky and Lucas want to leave. :( I need to either party more or go to bigger parties with more desperate guys. And all that white music. Who plays Miley Cyrus at a fucking zombie party. Only good song was "To the window, to the wall". And I had to push so many guys for personal space. Not personal space but stop backing into me. Sugbon?!
Worse part was that Connor was there and I didn't even have the balls to say anything to him. I think for all his hotness, I really don't like him. Yes, he is good to look at, but if I liked him, why does Brian still plague my thoughts. I keep thinking about Brian and I think what gets me the most is that it hurts that someone is with you for only 2 months and they already decide that they couldn't spend the rest of their life with you. I didn't even know he was looking for a life partner. What happened to letting it go as it comes. If I had a chance, I'd ask the world to dance, and I'd be dancing with myself. I need a good outing experience. One that makes me feel sexy and wanted. And I need to get my hair done.
The Sex God is not sexy enough to get the Ex-Love God out of my Head.
I hope SIG has a something after spring break.
And I am never drinking Jungle Juice again. I wanted vodka.
Akonfused girl.
Worse part was that Connor was there and I didn't even have the balls to say anything to him. I think for all his hotness, I really don't like him. Yes, he is good to look at, but if I liked him, why does Brian still plague my thoughts. I keep thinking about Brian and I think what gets me the most is that it hurts that someone is with you for only 2 months and they already decide that they couldn't spend the rest of their life with you. I didn't even know he was looking for a life partner. What happened to letting it go as it comes. If I had a chance, I'd ask the world to dance, and I'd be dancing with myself. I need a good outing experience. One that makes me feel sexy and wanted. And I need to get my hair done.
The Sex God is not sexy enough to get the Ex-Love God out of my Head.
I hope SIG has a something after spring break.
And I am never drinking Jungle Juice again. I wanted vodka.
Akonfused girl.
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