It's so bloody weird. My ex Love God appears to be every way I go. I know he takes care to avoid that when he can because he didn't come back the same way after I saw him. I just bumped into him on my way to Diff Equ. Wow. At least he smiles and says hi. I don't know if he's just being cordial or if there are truly no hard feelings. I miss the Love God but I know this is for the best.
I miss the Sex God. Haven't seen him since Thursday. Sad Meep. Oh, he is just so fine and smart and funny and retarded. Don't know why I am crushing on him. I am neither ready for a relationship and I am also unable to give the amount of emotional support that is expected from a relationship. I guess that's why I refer to him as the Sex God. I find it weird that this started out with Dan as my Sex God and Connor as my Dave The Laugh. Now, Connor is the one I think about. Not even sex just a relationship of some kind. Perhaps I want to be friends with this person and I use relationships as a way to establish friendships. Maybe it's cause all the boys I'm friends with originally had crushes on me. Not sure where I'm going with this one.
Back to paying attention in class and thinking about the Sex God.
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