It's sad when days just suck. And then I turn to Glee for musical support and all the songs want to make me cry. Except one. I'll stand by you. For some reason, the reassurance that one day someone will love me enough to take away all my misgivings about love makes me rather happy. Not happy but ... it gives me hope. My self esteem has been in the gutter lately. I feel extremely unattractive. Everyone seems to be in love and happy. Even those that are not in love seem to do it on their own free will.
I don't even understand why I'm sad. I really don't want to spend the rest of my life with the ex Love God but the fact that he would dump me shatters everything I knew. I hate that I predicted it to Lisa but when I said those words, I didn't believe them. I was trying to be logical. Shows how much I know.
I blame Valentine's Day. The worst part is that, I rarely think about the Sex God. I am stumped. What do I want?
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