There is always an ongoing battle between exes to see who has the better life. I seem to be losing at this game. My life is quite mediocre. I have little to no interests in the outside life. I don't even have the energy to pretend that I have a social life. It is truly sad. I feel like all my rants are just an excuse to remain inside. I want to be able socialize.
It's even sadder that I don't want to discuss this with anyone so I write it on a blog that no one knows exists. But I don't know what to do. I have no idea what I like. Or rather if humans like me exist. But how can I find out from my room? I guess, I could go find out if there's a party this weekend and if I will be able to go. I hate Valentine's Day. It always seems to be the most miserable time of the year. And if my memory serves me right, it's only gonna get worse. My year never gets better till about summer. Oh well, here's to a slightly eventful summer.
I miss having someone to cuddle.
I do not share the exact sentiments of this song but the explain how my life seems to pass. However, I'm still a teenager.
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